Today has been just one of those days for us. I think the reality of Ashure's death and all the events that have spiraled from last Friday have hit both Jason and me today. I woke-up very early this morning with a sense of dread upon me and a queasy stomach. I talked to Jason at lunch and he is feeling the same way today. I moved through our morning routine and took Ash to the dentist (no cavities - yeah!) but after I took him to daycare, I just didn't feel like doing much of anything else. It's 2:11 and I'm just sitting down for lunch and am only eating because if I don't then I know that I will feel even yuckier. I've prayed a lot today - and cried too. I remember feeling the exact same way about a week after my Mom died in November. My nerves are shot right now.
Dear God, I feel your presence and I know you are hearing my prayers. You have worked so diligently in our lives this week and You are giving us peace but today, I need a little extra dose of strength. I love you, Erica.
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Praying for your family-
The Martins
I'm hugging you right now and wishing away your pain. Love, Corey
Praying God's presence and love and grace over you.
Love and hugs and prayers,
Debi
We're praying for an extra dose of strength for you as well.
Gina
Erica, You are still recovering from the loss of your mom and now you are hit with perhaps the greatest of all loses -- the loss of a child. Time is the great healer but prayers for strength for you and Jason are definitely going heavenward. We love you, Jo Anne & Sammie
Erica-- praying His presence is filling you and guiding you--- please know that we are mourning with you as you mourn......my daughter was just in ET and remembers sweet Ashure. Hope to see you and your family at our next ET FG.
You are in my prayers.
Continuing to pray for you and your family.
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